Mom Talk: Teaching My Son About “Privilege”

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Lydia Lauer

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Photographed By Mikola Accuardi

We’re back with another round of “Mom Talk”, where we invite some incredible mothers, from all walks of life, to share their personal experiences and journeys through motherhood, whether it be struggles, triumphs, or anything in-between—nothing’s off limits when it comes to topics. This week, Lydia Lauer talks the responsibility she feels as a parent to raise her son with a strong awareness of the privilege he was born with. -JKM

I was never that interested in learning the gender of the baby in my belly. The anticipation of waiting for his or her arrival was what I considered to be the ultimate surprise party. Plus, waiting to find out would allow us to forgo the traditional and antiquated gender-specific expectations that come with welcoming a baby boy or a baby girl. I wanted to welcome this baby with sartorial neutrality, and to free them from expectations of who or what they should become. My husband, on the other hand, needed to know. He wanted to be able to visualize the little person we created, to have an idea of what to expect for the years to come.

Ultimately, we decided on a compromise. We would learn the gender, but keep it to ourselves until the baby was born. At our 20-week appointment, we learned we were having a boy. After the initial haze of knowing I was going to have a wild and crazy boy, I started to get anxious. My head was filling with cultural references to middle America Boy Scouts, East Coast boarding school brats, high school jocks, collegiate frat boys, and so on—images of pigs and jerks and misogynists. I was grossed out by the type of guy I had always stereotyped as a “white male,” and disappointed in the automatic preference he was going to get based on his gender and the color of his skin.

Although it’s finally a part of the national conversation, white privilege has been something I’ve been keenly aware of my entire life. I am fair-skinned with green eyes, messy dark hair, and freckles. I am half-Mexican, and completely identify as a Latina. My family has rich variations of cinnamon, mocha, and chocolate-colored skin tones. In comparison, I look like the inside of a tres leches cake, soft and creamy light skin with subtle hints of vanilla bean and strawberry.

My parents made it very clear to me that privilege existed and that it was something I was going to run into, good or bad, because of who I am and what I looked like. I often think about the me on paper versus the me in the flesh and in my mind. On paper, I am a Mexican woman. In the flesh, I am a ringer for Snow White, or at least I was when I was about six years old. In my mind, I am Latina and Mexican, but never quite sure if anyone else identifies me that way. 

So, after the initial shock, I took a step back. I thought about my husband, obviously a white male. He was never a Boy Scout, East Coast boarding school brat, or frat boy. Mike is not any of the things that I fear(ed) our son would become. But, he is a product of privilege, specifically white male privilege, and we had never really talked about that.

I asked him if privilege was a word he thought about often. I told him that I was raised to recognize it, that I spend a lot of time thinking about why I deserve the life I have. Being the oldest of four, I am paving the way for my siblings, the first granddaughter of my immigrant Mexican grandparents to graduate college, and today, after an initial foot in the door nearly ten years ago, dedicating my life to the corporate world I am proud to be in the position I am: an advertising director working in a male-dominated industry. I regularly reflect on the things that are at my disposal: free daycare (my mom lives up the street and watches our son nearly everyday, bless her) and my husband’s extremely flexible work schedule. Both of which allow me to go to spin or bootcamp before a day full of meetings, or get my nails done at the end of the day. To quote the director Ava DuVernay, I realize that to a degree, “I am my ancestors’ wildest dreams.”

I told him that all of this informs how I perceive myself. It’s a balance between being unapologetically confident, authentically myself, and aware of the world we live in. We agreed that we will raise our son to understand his place of privilege, and that the easiest thing he could do is to speak up—to understand that there will be more responsibility for him to confront and correct ugly behavior as he moves through white spaces and “male locker rooms.” It is something that I have done my whole life, proudly declaring my heritage as a school kid when I would hear people talking about Mexicans. Sometimes less confidently, but ultimately with pride as a high schooler or college student in situations that required me to “out” myself, and make people pause and reconsider their statements and beliefs. But, it’s also something he needs to do as a man in relation to women, to understand things like consent, harassment, and derogatory behavior.

Now, at nearly three years old, I have come to grips with the fact that I have a little white boy as my son. I am regularly impressed with the role Mike plays in parenting from a place of non-gender bias, and am so proud of the hybrid roles we play as traditional “mom” and “dad.” I continue to be extremely thankful for the diversity in my extended family; the family-first mentality that is so very Mexican, the music, the food, the piñatas, the dancing, and the Spanglish we speak. I know that while yes, my son Mario is privileged, culturally, he is having a different experience than the privileged “bros” I reference above. He is being raised with a strong pride in his heritage, but also huge responsibility to be a good man.

While my experience is somewhat unique, my intention with this piece is to encourage you (if you have gotten this far) to consider and reflect on your own place of privilege, however similar or dissimilar to ours. With privilege comes the responsibility to acknowledge and own your role as an advocate, and of course, set the example for your children.

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Nong li

This is great… but I have a better idea. Why not teach kids about kindness? about asking inquisitive questions to understand how and why others might be less fortunate than them? And overall just teach your son not to be a jerk? Framing the argument in terms of “privilege” is all the rage right now but it risks backfiring as it heaps a sense of guilt on people for no particular reason. Bash “white males” when they deserve it, not because they exist. It’s literally the reason we wound up with Donald Trump in the white house. Can we quit it please?


    Not sure where bashing vs. teaching her son about white privelage got interchanged but I’m pretty sure we can’t stop talking about privelage since you think those without I‎t got Trump in the White House. Also where did I‎t say she wasn’t teaching her son to be nice and all the other quality charteristics we want in our children? Teaching how to be kind and showing empathy to those around us goes hand in hand with understanding privilege and bias. I think that’s the discussion she challenged us to have.


    Lol at teaching about privilege being equated to bashing white males. And another lol at the idea of “privilege” being “all the rage right now” because you just learned about it. And a big fat wow at the notion that confronting white privilege is how we ended up with Trunp in the White House. Girl, what??? White people- including the majority of white, educated women- voting for Donald Trump is the only LITERAL reason that happened.

      Nong Li

      I’m talking about the perception. The kind of people who voted for Trump did so because they feel as though they are being talked down to (indeed being bashed) at all times from coastal elite. Frankly, it’s true, they are. Donald Trump as a big (if totally misguided) FU to people like you and me. Now, there are good reasons to distance oneself from the kind of mentality that would support Donald Trump but the fact remains – there is a big difference between talking about “privilege” among people in San Francisco and talking about it among white people in West Virginia. You’re correct that a semblance of “privilege” exists for anyone with white skin in this country but those folks in WV are NOT the same kind of privilege and preaching about it all day long in that manner will only serve to further alienate – not build bridges. It’s totally pointless. Also, it’s very self congratulatory and getting old.


What a beautiful piece! And so eloquently written. I think it’s obvious what a great mom you are and your son will definitely not be some “bro” (it’s one of my fears if I ever have a boy so I totally get it!) I imagine with such a strong foundation, he’ll be a great man.

I have the hots for Britt Ekland

This should get noted everywhere.


Honestly, I’m 30 years old and had never heard discussions of privilege until recently.. when it’s become all the rage. I’m a white female, with parents who are still married. Other than that, I suppose I’ve never considered myself necessarily more privileged than anyone else. I’ve had to work hard for everything in my life and have never felt that my sex has hindered me in any way to get what I want. Perhaps part of that is related to where I’ve grown up.. a Big 10 college town with a melting pot of races, genders, languages, cultures, etc and it’s all relatively accepted. I suppose I’m part of the group then that everyone says is “part of the problem”, because I don’t recognize my own privilege.

I was raised to be kind to others and to treat everyone with respect. Everyone gets a fair shake from me.


Privilege? We are all human, period. Why does everything have to be about race?


What a great and important article! It definitely got me thinking… -Mom of 2 boys.